I feel that I am personally transitioning through a portal from a known past into an unknown future in so many ways at once. It is eerie how outwardly all the walls of reality still look the same, and yet as if all the mental castles of reality have inwardly collapsed. Each day I find another brick falling.
As if each day I wake up and walk into a hall of mirrors absolutely wanting to confuse me – Is that me? or is that one me? Until I push back on a mirror to have it open on to a very expansive space of peace, joy and lightness, carrying an air of crisp clarity.
It is so thrilling and awesome terrifying to surrender in to that space, and live without alignment or resistance to any mental constructs, comforts of relations, definitions, concepts of what exactly makes up our everyday life. Also it is awesome that I don’t have the ever insistent fear rumbling inside me. For I recognize this portal from 5 years ago, and I know now what brilliance awaits on the other side of it.
I love and embrace with a much robust gratitude and awe, the exquisite and divine guidance, synchronicity and perfection with which this play of life is executed. These are such powerful times that our tribe of truth seekers and heart followers are finding their way with themselves and each other like never before! I am now ready to show up in ways like never before.
And hence, I wished to post this poem and picture today to share with you, my gratitude for the trail behind me. For the people on the trail with me.
This poem was first published on August 16, 2016, 5 years ago today.
There’s a trail from the past behind me
From whence in this moment I arrive
I look forward to see
Whereto it wants me strive
The smile on my face
Belongs to those who helped me thrive
The chosen and unchosen soul friends
The given and unchosen of relationships
With their simply Being or coaxing mends
Diffused and dissolved perceived hardships
I have all of You in my heart
To walk with You, I would go back to start
Gratitude for You will keep You forever with me
Especially when I seem to have parted ways with thee
There’s times when only You can make me less lonely
That’s when I look back at the trail
Find the bend where you found me frail
Then I walk forward steadily a mile
Taking with me the newfound smile
This is so awesome PD. You are on the path 💕🙏💕
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That is a sweet and powerful affirmation of support to me dear Val, thank you ❣️🙏🏼
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Such a beautiful post! And so encouraging.
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It means a lot to me that you think it to be beautiful and encouraging. Thank you very much truly 🙏🏼
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Blessings to you.
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I absolutely LOVE this post, my dear friend. I always cherish and appreciate how you authentically, vulnerably and gracefully write about your journey! Your reflective writing deeply resonates, I love the powerful analogies laced throughout. And your poem is simply sublime! I especially love the part about relationships/people on your trail. Amazingly done, my amazing friend 🤗🖤
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You make me smile so contentedly and joyfully dear Ace! It is amazing how you truly see this process, I absolutely trust how deeply you understand :))) People on our trail are often such bittersweet experiences. Thank you very much for reading and writing to me.
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Your vivid description of the path is profound 🙂 These ‘tastes’ keep getting deeper and hopefully lasting longer, still a way until it’s stable and solid … a healing fixture in your life!
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Your words feel so solidly affirming and supportive, you strengthen my trust on the way my friend, thank you very much.
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once you get there you might pull us all up to be with you 🙂
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You are so kind and loving 🙏🏼🙌🏼💛🙂🤗 it is a great place to be here with you ❣️
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much appreciated but I’m really a lazy beggar, if others do the hard work I can hang onto their coat tails … but I am still working on it myself 🙂
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Lazy is a very conscious choice of awake ones :)) the work is as if designed to look that way 😉
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caught me 🙂
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:))))))
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Dear Pragalbha, your post and verse have touched my heart deeply this evening. It’s as if the words you write come from within me, and, as I write that, and feel the connection, I know the words do come from me – we are on the trail together, and I am honored to be there with you. Constantly discovering, pieces of being dropping, while newness is added to the fragments, as I see the brilliance in the oneness. This post and poem touch me deeply, and, as always, I am honored to read them from you. 🙏💙
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I feel great and deep joy for having your wisdom and resonance on this trail as I move forward. I am thrilled to know how much these words feel exactly relevant to you – such comfort to know we are not alone on this lone path by design. What a gift and honor to be seen and understood this clearly! I am with you in awe of the brilliance. Thank you ever so much for your kind presence and attention.
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We also share in this deep joy, as I feel and see a wondrous reflection in your words. Just like a mirror. Indeed, alone and not, a lovely and loving paradox. The gift is likewise felt; when I type it just comes and you always know and see exactly what I am writing. Clarity! It is my honor to be here with you. 💙🙏
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🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💛💛💛
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A timeless poem of gratitude, Pragalbha, that finds you again on your trail. A trail that has taken you many places and offered you many lessons since then. A beautiful photo of you and your surroundings.🌞 Best wishes to you as you transition into a new direction/feeling. 💐
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Thank you very much always for your ever so beautiful, thoughtful words of understanding 💛 your wishes reach and are received in my heart with utmost joy and gratitude 🙏🏼🌹✨
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Ours is a reciprocated writing/blogging thoughtful and supportive exchange, so thank you too.💐🙏🏼 Wishing you a day of smiles and happy vibes. 🥰 🌞
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🙏🏼🙌🏼🤗😊😊😊😊😊😊
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You have articulated this so well! It’s really difficult to face ourselves and our illusions. It takes great strength to move beyond them and you are clearly doing that 👏👏🥰
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Your words feel precious beautiful for bringing such affirmation and support. Thank you very much for such validating and your seeing. Truly means a lot to me 🙏🏼💛
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Your vulnerability and honesty is helping so many people. 🙏🏻
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Very kind of you to say that 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
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Thanks for sharing this wonderful poem Pragalbha. The contentment on your face shows the path well chosen.
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Thank you very much Rupali for your kind words and appreciation!
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nice blog
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Thank you!
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This is profound piece of work… Gratitude is an asset and you have beautifully expressed the same in the poem shared… Liked it…
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Thank you very much for your kind words! I like the word ‘asset’ for gratitude, it is perfect.
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A beautiful poem Pragalbha and so lovely to see how far you have already walked with your newfound smile 😊💖
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Thank you for your positive beautiful supportive words of appreciation 😊😊😊😊😊😊
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Always welcome dear Pragalbha 💜
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You are such a beautiful soul, Pragabha and the positive vibes and energy reflects on you as a person. Beautiful reflection and poem on the Truth we are in the quest for. Love this: “it is so thrilling and awesome terrifying to surrender in to that space, and live without alignment or resistance to any mental constructs, comforts of relations, definitions, concepts of what exactly makes up our everyday life.
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You are so very kind in your acknowledgment of me and appreciating my words. Thank you very much for highlighting that line, it is the one that needs a constant consistent skill and awakened to be in. Thank you Vishal for engaging with the post thoughtfully.
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So deep and beautiful. So good to see you have the courage and strength to continue on this chosen path with mindfulness and gratitude. In the process you bless us all with your insights. 🙏🏼💙
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I am very grateful for your seeing of this path, your appreciation of it. Your words are so kind, loving and supportive, truly means a lot. Thank you 🙏🏼💛
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My pleasure. You draw people in with your beautiful soul. 💙
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🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💛
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‘Our tribe of truth seekers and heart followers are finding their way’….Yes..I feel it too. Thank you for your beautiful, post and poem. 💙
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Your poems are such affirmation to me always. I feel connected through them. Thank you very much for highlighting that line, it makes it more real 💛✨
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Everything about this entire post, including the poem, is simply lovely, Pragal.
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Dear trE you have been a tremendous support to me in this space in my initial years of blogging. Your visit is a deep joy of gratitude. Thank you very much 🙏🏼💛
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You are so very welcome. *Big hugs*
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This line- “Find the bend where you found me frail” is stark and beautiful. Frail, in the bend (where life turns?). I have found by looking back on my own trail that those bends, those moments of weakness, are where my biggest changes/empowerment came from. They initiated there, depending on my attitude and reactions.
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The line that you picked to shine your light on – I am so absolutely thrilled – for you highlight the most subtle and powerful transitions. I loved the word ‘stark’ and also how you say ‘depending on my attitude and reactions’ You give words in such fulfilling ways. Thank you for your kind attention 🙏🏼💛
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Infinite, I appreciate your comments as much as your prose. Thank YOU. 💛
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🙏🏼🙏🏼💛💛
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Your words are both strong and vulnerable at the same time! I love how you are able to express these life transitions so poetically… it lifts an everyday experience into a sublime state! I guess none of us really know what our futures hold for us, and to be able to meet it when it’s happening with a sense of peace and welcoming is the best state of heart and mind to be in!!
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Your words comfort me as I know how they come from the depths of your knowing and wisdom. You reflect back to me so much beauty and strength, it really fills me and fuels me. I receive great affirmation and support from you. Thank you very much Tamara 🙏🏼💛🌹
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🌸🌸🌼🌼 it is with deep pleasure and honesty!
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You write from the heart and it’s a beautiful honest rendering. ♥️🤗
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Your kind words fill my heart with joy, thank you very much dear Yassy, means a lot to me 💛🤗
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So happy to do so ❤️
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You are looking so lovely and beautiful. Loved your poem of inspiration and gratitude. Awesome post and we all have to say thanks every moment for such a wonderful life.
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we all have to say thanks every moment – this felt very sweet to read, for the words gave me the sweetness of gratitude in this moment 🙏🏼 thank you very much truly 💛🌹
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Yes absolutely true and you spread so much gratitude and appreciation for life. You are always welcome. Stay blessed ❤️😊😊💗
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Kudos Pragalbha. Clearly, you are blossoming in your life, reaching a new stage of peace, joy, and flow in your life. And a lovely poem filled with gratitude to celebrate the milestone.
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That you see clearly the blossoming – it feels very supportive and affirming to me. This space simply feels like a great unknown. Yet I feel ok being there. Thank you for sharing in my celebration and gratitude of this humble moment. Thank you Brad
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You’re most welcome.
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Wowww!! I absolutely love this post dear friend..! This is marvellous..! Such a powerful and strong pieces..! Excellent write..! Woww!!😍😊🤗
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Thank you so much for your positive joyful support always ❣️🤗
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You’re very welcome dear 🤗💖💕
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So beautiful. God bless ❤️
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Your response, 4 words – I receive them deeply with utmost gratitude 🙏🏼✨
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it is these moments that transcends and carry us pass those negative emotions that stamp out which we received in the spirit. The wind is whispering, Live and Live freely…. What a transition and a awesome path to travel. Great share, energy and poetry!
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The wind is whispering, Live and Live freely…- your words help me fly on the energy higher in this moment. Thank you very much for your wisdom, positive support, and appreciation!
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no problem! you are welcome! you do the same fore me!
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Beautiful insight and self reflection! Any trail in any direction is a challenge that leads us to new things and memories. Change is growth but we also always cherish the bygones. Lovely picture!
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Any trail in any direction is a challenge that leads us to new things and memories. Change is growth but we also always cherish the bygones – I wished to repeat your words, so perfect, I feel very heard and cheered on. Thank you very much for your kind attention and appreciation 🙏🏼✨
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You’re welcome 😇
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Beautiful Poem! Awesome 🙂
HiRO
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Thank you very much for your kind visit!
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Beautiful written. The light at end of the tunnel of change, is needed when we hit the middle of journey, or when we start to tire.
I loved how you said “..I love and embrace with a much robust gratitude and awe, the exquisite and divine guidance, synchronicity and perfection with which this play of life is executed..”
An exquisitely written post, about the wonders of hard transformation
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It takes one to see one. It is such validation and support to have you reflect back on this transformation. Thank you very much for your kind appreciation and for highlighting those lines, it is a joy to read them back.
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I wish we were all this conscious on our journey Pragalbha. What a different world we’d live in ❤
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You touch me deeply with just saying that.
Humble Gratitude to you. I greatly value your presence, your perspectives and your support.
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Well, dearest Pragalbha, it looks as if my comment yesterday did not make it through to you.
I love this post and poem – it is a mirror for me of the path continually unfolding into the unknown, and, as you write, as each new brick falls away, another layer is exposed to the light. A beautiful reflection. One I adore. Thank you for sharing your light with us. 💙🙏
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I checked my spam because you had to comment again – and found few other comments on this post in there 😦
Thanks to you I could retrieve those and your original one. So kind of you to take the time again, I am saddened at imagining what if I just didn’t know or check!
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Ah, yes, this happens sometimes. I’m so pleased to know that you found and were able to retrieve the other posts in there! Wonderful. 😊
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The poetry is just lovely. Keep on dear ❤
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Thank you ever so much for your kind words :))
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It’s a beautiful journey, isn’t it? One that we’d be willing to experience again, no matter how lost we feel in that moment. It’s great to hear of similar experiences from others🌞
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You say it very beautifully my friend :)) Yes so good to have you truly know where this is coming from. Thank you for being here.
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Your poems and posts on the retrospection of life are always very interesting and deep. Good one PD. Well written 🙂
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Thank you for this very kind and thoughtful appreciation :))
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My pleasure PD 🙂
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This is filled with positivity and gratitude…and i love it…the world is chaos and the news and stories around are either about war and pandemic, then here i am reading your sort of gratitude post and it gave me a sigh of relief .
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Gratitude truly makes our own world a beautiful one, in spite of all that is going on in the world. I am very glad you find that difference in my post. Thank you very much my kind friend.
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Beautiful poem, Pragalba! Exquisitely expresses the joys and meaning found along the way Thank you for sharing your impressions and your sense of fulfillment. ❤ All the best!
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Thank you very much for your beautiful acknowledging of my post and my journey. Truly grateful for your kind visit and words!
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How beautifully and poetically you have expressed this portal on your journey Pragalba – the moving forward, the letting go and the surrendering to the spaciousness and sacredness of this moment.
Beautiful. Thank you. ❤
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Thank you very much for your beautiful thoughtful words of appreciation and affirmation. Truly means a lot to me.
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I just love the part about the bend where you were frail. What an amazing poem. Truly worth cherishing.
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It makes me happy to know you loved that line 🙏🏼 thank you very much for your kind appreciation.
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😊
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Liking seems so inadequate for what you are sharing but it’s all I can manage right now. And perhaps gratitude for the connection to peace you bring.
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That is a huge acknowledgment you bring to me kind friend, no more needs to be said. Thank you very much 🙏🏼
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Great share
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Thank you for your kind visit!
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Lovely dear
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Thank you!
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