I have circled back to square one yet again in my journey of Becoming myself.
It is my responsibility to patiently skillfully claim who I am.
I Am the ripple and the wave that keeps flowing in to her destiny.
I receive this gift of melting diffusion of my being fully, breathing and being with it.
A Moved Heart, deep no-tears-eyes feeling tears.
This is pure energy transmission through pure intent.
This is Truth of the moment. This is Love.
On my next phase, I work on absolute skill in silence or speech, than ever before.
My Life is Changed Forever.
I am stunned and moved, and receiving deeply. I am ready. Whatever that means.
In this moment I accept my wholeness.
I leave it to the shift and process to work itself through me.
It feels empowering. I am thrilled at the lack of the lurking fear and overwhelm.
The prayers and blessings are at work at all dimensions.
This energy is so fluid and expansive.
I am done blinding myself from the clarity available to me.
I am done being so cautious of stepping into it.
I feel the grief of mothering others’ emotions and then letting go.
I cared for how much they needed me to need them and so became the needy one they needed me to be. I have been part of the game too, trying to keep it all so comfortable.
Oh Truth is not such. So much peace in this moment I don’t know who I am anymore.
That makes me smile, it shows me my raw beginning yet again, to get back to being who I was, am, to be. I flow in to my destiny, from this moment here now.
I am not stuck here, I am planted and blooming.
There is pulsating power within, my container is adjusting, recalibrating for this shift.
I am reminding myself these sensations are not pain they are sensations of divine rearrangement of energy itself, tangible and intangible.
This process is going to stay alive for some while, I will stay present and silent.
What Gift, Grace, Gratitude – to hold this unfolding, in utmost reverence!
Thank You is what covers it and doesn’t begin to cover it, for the revelations and truth that are a grace of this lifetime.
This post is a modified compilation of my comments that came in response to
Amy Rose on a recent post of mine Layers Illuminated. I decided to make my end of this recent conversation into a post to turn the profound shift into a powerful affirmation, own and embody it fully. I would be honored to know how this post spoke to you.
Beautiful insights … realizations … and commitment to what is unfolding. Embrace it all and keep connecting to your inner guidance 💛🙏💛
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Thank you very much Val, your kind words feel very supportive and affirming of the journey, a blessing in the way _()_
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These three jumped out to me:
“I am done blinding myself from the clarity available to me.
I am done being so cautious of stepping into it.”
“I cared for how much they needed me to need them and so became the needy one they needed me to be. I have been part of the game too, trying to keep it all so comfortable.
Oh Truth is not such. So much peace in this moment I don’t know who I am anymore.”
“I am reminding myself these sensations are not pain they are sensations of divine rearrangement of energy itself, tangible and intangible.” (This was my absolute favorite line!)
Your honest sharing spoke encouragement and comfort to me. It’s difficult for me to say much more than I feel as if your words are not coming from outside of me rather they are from inside. The energy you’ve expressed here, reminds me so much of something I try to find and hear from within. Your post speaks very powerfully to me. I especially love the idea of having a reverent attitude towards the unfolding. I find that a beautiful perspective. I do sometimes get so lost and fearful in this journey when things feel uncertain or painful. That perspective of reverence is something I’d like to practice. Thank you for sharing your inner world!
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Your words, all that you say so heartfully and thoughtfully touches me deeply, my heart smiles so contently and deeply that my post spoke to you as if your own inner voice. What an honor really, I am truly humbled that you say that. Lost and fearful is such a natural feeling on this honest journey of being, and yet time and again we get signs and miracles of how we are held, guided throughout and from within. So much beauty in the tediousness of it all. What a gift to get to connect with you fellow traveller, I am melting in gratitude for your comment. Thank you very much for highlighting your favorite lines and reaffirming the attitude of reverence. Thank you for receiving my inner world, I receive from your receiving. Much Love.
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Mmmm. This post spoke to me in so many ways, from the tears that are there, and come, and then don’t, to the becoming something so new, rearranged and transfigured from the being that once was, into? Well, there’s really no need to know, as it is just unfolding, in each moment, just right, just so. Your words on mothering others emotions also spoke to me so very deeply. I did this for such a long time, I didn’t know where they stopped and I started; and, what a revelation to be in a space now where all there is is being, expansive, full of, as you write, Grace and Gratitude, what a Gift, indeed, Pragalbha. I love this post, you words have entered directly into my heart, my dear friend.❤️🙏
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It is a great honor and deep joy to be read by you my kind and wise friend. It is as if you are riding on this wave right by me, and conveying your knowing assurance to me. All molecules of being did get rearranged and yet what grace to have it come as gently as Mother’s tough love is. What you said about mothering other’s emotion is so perfect, so familiar with losing myself completely. I agree it is all unfolding, we do good as long as we stay steady in the expansive energy of Gratitude. Your comment means more than words can say, Thank You 🙏🏼💛
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Ah, Pragalbha, I feel the same way about your words and the way you read into and see my work. I agree, we are indeed riding alongside each other in this beautiful expansive energy of being. I love it so. Beautiful, my friend. It is an honor to know you and read your lovely work. ❤🙏
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❤️🙏 Uplifting and exquisite
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That means a lot to me to have that appreciation from you. Thank you very much 🙏🏼💛
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I like this phrase “Thank You is what covers it and doesn’t begin to cover it”. That is a good way of putting one’s gratitude for being. From my religious perspective the answer to the question who you are would be: you are a woman, created by God in His own image to give Him glory.
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Gratitude is the greatest attitude to be in humanly. Thank you for highlighting that. Also it is a blessing to have your religious perspective in this space. Thank you!
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Oh dear Pragalbha, how will I thank you enough for this more insightful poem that hits so hard!?
I feel like these lines are direct from my heart…
I am done blinding myself from the clarity available to me.
I am done being so cautious of stepping into it.
I feel the grief of mothering others’ emotions and then letting go.
I cared for how much they needed me to need them and so became the needy one they needed me to be. I have been part of the game too, trying to keep it all so comfortable.
Oh Truth is not such. So much peace in this moment I don’t know who I am anymore.
How truly said!? Thank you again for this magnificent write and for sharing this with us. Much love ❤️ 🤗🤗😍
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It warms and thrills my heart to read back those lines from you, to know you found resonance in your heart with them. So fulfilling to know! Absolutely grateful for your very generous response, such joy :))) Thank you 💛
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This post feels very empowering, open, and accepting. May you continue to open and receive what you need.
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I am very grateful that you feel the expansiveness of the post kind friend. Your wishes are a blessing to me, thank you very much always 🙏🏼💛
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You are most welcome.
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I receive so many sensations from this post/poem. So interesting that it’s a compilation. I could read this many times and also feel myself in its layers. You are so very blessed, Pragalbha. I feel you are living richly in this new becoming of you.
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I deeply honored and grateful to know you read multiple times, and felt the sensations and layers of it. This process was very alive in me, as I kept giving words to it. So fulfilling to know you felt it too my friend 💛 I am blessed to have you and your presence here. Your last statement I receive as my blessing and affirmation, thank you ever so much dear Ka 🙏🏼 Loads of love to your daughter too ✨
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The most precious gift we can give ourselves is stillness and patience. The deep awakening and awareness of your soul being Is beautifully expressed. 🙏🏻💚
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That is very true, it is indeed the most precious gift, we often either forget or find it tedious. I feel humbled and happy that you see the awakening and awareness in my writing 🙏🏼 thank you very much for your kind appreciation 💛
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Wow, my dear friend…this is so beautifully raw and authentically YOU! Thank you so much for sharing with us. I wholeheartedly resonate with this piece and the awakenings within it. I felt your writing here was a small reflection of the journey of your soul and I feel so honored to have read it! You are so wise and inspiring, I truly appreciate you. Keep shining 🤗🖤💫
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It is stunning to me how much you truly See into my writing. That you see small awakenings and small reflection of the journey of my soul – it is so true for me, this is perhaps the latest wave in the ocean of awakenings that I am swimming in. I too am honored for your reading and reflection, it is very fulfilling for me. Thank you very much dear Ace, Much Love & Stay Blessed ✨
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Aww I’m so happy to hear that as I feel you truly See my writing too. It’s my honor to see you and to support you on this part of your journey!!! Thank YOU for always inspiring and empowering me 🖤🤗
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This post screams POWER!
Such empowering affirmations, insight and release – I wonder what you are going through, it surely is an intense awakening. I am tickled to even think about how wonderfully it’ll unfold – I can almost see you evolving to and merging with your higher self.
More power to you, lovely lady! 💕
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What an awesome feeling of affirmation your comment gives me! You are so kind, loving, wise and knowing of this journey. This is the latest wave I imagine, in the ocean of awakening that I have found myself swimming in for a while now. What you see for me, is my honor and gratitude 🙏🏼💛 thank you for your reassuring and empowering words, means a lot to me 🙂
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Wowwww..! My dear friend, this is masterpiece..! I truly loved it..! Such a wonderful and inspiring piece..! Such a powerful words you used here my dear..! So amazing..! You’re really great..! You’re an angel..! I’m lucky to know you..! Woww!! Each and every lines spoke to me..! You will never fail to inspire me dear..! Very BEAUTIFULLY expressed dear..! Keep shinning..!❤️🤗💖
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Your loving and supportive words fill me with joy and smiles 💛 thank you so much kind friend, appreciate your visit and such beautiful words for me ❣️
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Wowww..! It’s so amazing to hear from you dear..! It’s absolutely my pleasure..! You’re most welcome..! Your words means a lot to me..! You’re such a kind soul..!💕🤗
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🙏🏼💛💝❣️✨✨🤗
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🤗💕💕💕✨😍😊
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Wow, this is so beautifully written! These words just connect to the heart, very well done!🌻
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That makes me very happy to know!😊 Thank you very much, stay blessed ✨
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This is so beautiful Pragalbha, welcome Home! 🤗💜💫
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I loved your Welcome Home, made me smile from my heart 😊 thank you very much for such beautiful and supportive words 🙏🏼💛
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You’re very welcome dear Pragalbha 💜🙏
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Wow PD. It was getting deeper and deeper with every line. Almost like listening to a philosophical lecture. Very interesting!
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I am so glad and grateful that you found deeper experience of reading into my lines :))) Thank you very much, truly appreciate your kind visit and time.
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Totally my pleasure 🙂
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beautifully spoken, very powerful words and thoughts. Thank you for sharing your heart.
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Thank you so much for your kind visit and appreciation. Truly means a lot to me 💛😊
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Empowering and powerful post. To sit in peace and silence is to know Who You Really Are. Keep on inspiring all of us. Great.
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To sit in peace and silence is to know Who You Really Are – this is true and powerful reminder. Thank you very much truly for your kind words of appreciation and support 🙏🏼💛😊
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You are always welcome dear. This is what life is all about nothing more is needed. Always welcome. Take care and stay safe 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
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😊😊😊🤗🤗🤗
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It is always, always inspiring to read your words. They give me a different perspective. 🤗
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So good to see your visit my friend 💛 I am so glad to know you get different perspective from my post, thank you very much, stay blessed ✨
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So very beautiful on many different levels! Beautiful poetry, affirmation and confirmation of your wonderful journey!
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Your kind appreciation means a lot to me, thank you very much!!
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Welcome. 🙂
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Spoke deeply, you are brave to share so openly … keep accepting whatever unfolds and take care
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I do feel diiferent, glad to know it looks brave 🙂 I am grateful that it spoke deeply to you and thank you for your words of support kind friend.
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always a pleasure … I simply don’t speak about my experiences, never have and probably never will 🙂
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This … “I leave it to the shift and process to work itself through me” says so very much to me. It is a shift, constant, and the follow up process to adjust to (overcome? move with? change directions?) that comes with that shift.
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Yeah the follow up process – you worded it all so well, it is that whole experience. Thank you my kind friend always 🙏🏼💛
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I really like this line, “I am reminding myself these sensations are not pain they are sensations of divine rearrangement of energy itself, tangible and intangible.” Labor pains precede birth.
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Labor pains precede birth – how truly and beautifully interpreted! It is such joy to see that line repeated back by you. Thank you so much for your kind support 🙏🏼💛
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This is beautiful I do think sometimes growing into oneself can be a multitude of sensations, including pain (i.e., the pain of realizing you haven’t been yourself, the pain of becoming yourself and losing others, etc.).
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Ah always your words just like hit the nail on the head, you say it perfectly – I feel fully understood. Thank you so much 🙏🏼
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This is such a beautiful affirmation, full of inspiration to return to and rediscover one’s true self.
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Thank you ever so much for all your support and thoughtful appreciation 🙏🏼
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Beautiful powerful inspiration thanks to you, gratitude for all inside and out
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Your visit makes me happy, thank you very much for your kind appreciation 🙏🏼
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I loved the insights you have shared with us through your poem Pragalbha. I am happy that you are discovering a new “you” and gaining clarity as you understand the shift in your perspective of life. It is always so important to be aware and celebrate the journey of Becoming. You are treading on a beautiful path of enlightenment. Wishing you light and love always ❤ !
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Your warm loving words of support are so joyful to me dear Radhika 💛 Clarity is often jarring, and yet there is so much to be grateful for, it is a path indeed followed through with Guidance. Thank you so much for reading and your thoughtful words that empower me.
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Wow, Pragalbha, this is an amazing outpouring of insights that continue to reveal your true and beautiful essence. One of knowing, loving, and sharing. ✨❤🙏🏼
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Your words are so kind and supportive, fills my heart with joyful gratitude. You help me feel so good. Thank you so much 🙏🏼💛
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I am happy to read that my words brought you joy. You are most welcome. 🌞💗
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Keep seeking deep within, Prag, yet make sure you take time to chill, relax, incorporate what you have found. Your words are so very powerful and I not only thank you for sharing them but for the link you provided from my blog. I am deeply humbled. Bless you!! BIG (((HUGS)))!! xoxo
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Infinite Gratitude and Love my divine friend 🙏🏼💛
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Blessings for your continuous journey in becoming whole. May you be empowered with many more smiles!🙂
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Thank you so much 🙏🏼 truly appreciate your kind wishes and words 💛
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Extremely raw , profound, powerful and healing. An outpouring of life, twists and turns, healing and learning. The high and low.
Every line speaks so much !
It was hard to choose as each line expresses so much.
I settled for this “…I am not stuck here, I am planted and blooming.
There is pulsating power within, my container is adjusting, recalibrating for this shift….’
I feel for myself that thus recalibration is going on right now, and it is going to happen again and again. Every few years my life is recalibrating and it us the adjustment that becomes the blooming, but sometimes it feels as I am stuck in a mess.
Great post
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I feel very humbled honored and happy to read your comment, it gives me deep and complete contentment in my heart. Thank you for reading every single line with such kind attention, for sharing into my feelings of it, picking a line too in your wholesome affirmation of how this is a process of recalibration that repeats again and again. It does seem chaotic right before we are able to gather ourselves back, regroup into our being. Much Gratitude to you truly 🙏🏼💛
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Pleasure and welcome
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Absolutely beautiful.
Namaste 🙏🏼💙🦋
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Thank you for the happiness of your visit 🙏🏼💛
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Awe it was my pleasure entirely and hopefully see much more and more frequent my fellow Traveller. 🙏🏼🦋
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I adore your insights here…and your dedication to find that inner guidance…this is a wonderful Sunday read ..thank you
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your dedication to find that inner guidance – thank you so much for this kind acknowledgment dear Mich 🙏🏼💛 I am so glad you stopped by ❣️
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Happy Sunday to you🤗🤗🤗
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Thanks for a glimpse into your beautiful heart, Pragalbha.❤️
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Your kind visit and attention is of great value to me. Thank you very much.
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My pleasure.
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Surely this is powerful, prolific and profound. An affirmation that declares the newness of life and breakthrough without being broken. A looking forward to the inevitable change that must come. Again this is a powerful piece and each line is a seed for growth!
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breakthrough without being broken, each line a seed for growth – such beautiful words that convey to me a deep feeling of being understood. Your entire comment so wisely sees through where my words are coming from. Truly humbled and honored by your kind visit 🙏🏼 Thank You.
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This is a powerful self-reflection. I appreciate hearing the experience/process you are going through as you grow. There are so many insights that come from our own writing. It is a gift to give yourself to for yourself.
This is the line I want to reflect back to you,
“There is pulsating power within, my container is adjusting, recalibrating for this shift.”
Wishing you peace and love,
Ali
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These are seemingly powerful times. Your kind visit and beautiful thoughtful appreciation are a joy and support for me. I appreciate knowing which line you picked 🙂 Thank you so much 🙏🏼💛
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What a profound unfolding of self
Excellent
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Thank you very much, much appreciated 🙏🏼
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Beautiful poem, deeply meaningful! Thank you for sharing, Pragalba! ❤
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I am deeply honored and humbled by your kind visit and appreciation, thank you 🙏🏼💛
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Profound thoughts shared.
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Thank you very much for your kind visit.
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As inspiring as it was then…but grows in meaning after each interval read. 🙂🙏
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So kind of you to say that, means a lot to me 🙏🏼
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